Twilightfan14's Journals

Its a Game Maze & Puzzle... Please Read :)

Life is a game a maze and puzzle, its hard to figure out sometimes whats it about. We live and we learn, we fail and we win... we all make mistakes but we learn from them.

Friends come and go and so does love but family never does, family will be there till the day you die. they will always supoort you and love you no matter what you do ... even if you have done wrong they will love you forever...

Blood is thicker then water so emnemys can be crewl but no matter how crewl they may be leave it in GODS Hands and he will punish them and they will get what they Deserve.

Love isnt easy you fall in and out of it especially when your young when you get to the puppy love stage thats when it has begun, we all have had out heart broken before... when we think we are in love but we are not, it hurts our heart to know it wasnt real that it was all just a game and the person that we thought we knew who was true was not what we thought... our heart may hurt for a while yes but it will heal once you found the one then everything is fine you will know if its fake you will know if its true but once you open your eyes you will know they are the right one for you.

We all have responsabilitys yes we all have work to do, it may be hard but we will work it through but it will be worth it all in the end

Your life is a story so make it a good one life is a game a maze and a puzzle its your life figure it out live it to the fullest enjoy it while you can life is short dont be afriad to take a chance :)

*Made By TinaTomBoy* :) <3

Michael Jackson Is Dead At The Age Of 50!!!!

Michael Jackson, the sensationally gifted child star who rose to become the "King of Pop" and the biggest celebrity in the world only to fall from his throne in a freakish series of scandals, died Thursday. He was 50.

Jackson died at UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. Ed Winter, the assistant chief coroner for Los Angeles County, confirmed his office had been notified of the death and would handle the investigation.

The circumstances of Jackson's death were not immediately clear. Jackson was not breathing when Los Angeles Fire Department paramedics responded to a call at his Los Angeles home about 12:30 p.m., Capt. Steve Ruda told the Los Angeles Times. The paramedics performed CPR and took him to the hospital, Ruda told the newspaper.

im so sorry michael this happend to u ... u did not deserve this! may ur soul rest in peace ! god bless you Rest In Peace!

How Could You? (A Long But Amazing Story)

When I was a puppy I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh.

You called me your child and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.

Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?"- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housetraining took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together.

I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed, listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect.

We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate.

I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love. She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" - still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her.

I was happy because you were happy.

Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate.

Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love." As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears and gave me kisses on my nose.

I loved everything about them and their touch - because your touch was now so infrequent - and I would have defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams.

Together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me.

These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf. Now you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.

I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look.

They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog or cat, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a goodbye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you.

You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow.

They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you - that you had changed your mind - that this was all a bad dream...or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me.

When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room.

A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table, rubbed my ears and told me not to worry.

My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days.

As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek.

I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"

Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry."

She hugged me and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself - a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.

With my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not meant for her. It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

The End

WARNING!!! WARNING!!! VIRUS / WORM GOING AROUND ON APRIL 1ST TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT! SHUT OFF ALL COMPUTERS/LAPTOPS!

EVERYBODY SHUT OFF ALL COMPUTERS LAPTOPS AND PCS RIGHT NOW AT

MIDNIGHT THERE ARE GOING TO BE HACKERS TONIGHT!!! 20 MILLION

COMPUTERS OR MORE ARE GOING TO CRASH OR EITHER GET A WORM (*A VIRUS*) SO SHUT OFF UR COMPUTERS UNTIL THURSDAY MORNING

BECAUSE EVEN IF U LEAVE ON UR COMPUTER AND DONT EVEN USE IT! U

CAN STILL GET A VIRUS! MAKE SURE UR ANIT VIRUS PROTECTION(S) ARE

UP TO DATE AND U HAVE VIRUS PROTECTION IF U DONT SHUT OFF ALL

COMPUTERS NOW! BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!

THIS IS A WARNING!!! A VIRUS / WORM / BUG IS OUT ON THE LOSSE FOR APRIL FOOLS DAY!!

DIS CONNECT YOUR COMPUTER FROM THE INTERNET THEY CANT GET TOO YOUR COMPUTER IF U ARE DISCONNECTED FROM IT TAKE THE INTERNET PLUG OUT OF THE WALL OR WIRELESS ROUTER NOW!!!!!!

I REPEAT NOW SHUT OFF ALL COMPUTERS LAPTOPS AND PC'S BEFORE YOU GET A VIRUS 20 MILLION PEOPLE ARE GOING TO GET ONE DONT LET IT HAPPEN TO YOU! MAKE SURE ALL VIRUS PROTECTION IS ON! ASAP! ITS HAPPENING TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT! 12:00AM!

TAKE THE PLUG OUT OF UR COMPUTER / WALL !!! IF YOU ARE DISSCONNECTED FROM THE INTERNET THEY CAN NOT GET TOO YOU ! DO IT RIGHT NOW BEFORE ITS TO LATE!!!!

GOOD NIGHT GOOD LUCK BE SAFE!

WHO EVER LIKES CHANNEL, CHRISTIAN DIOR AND OTHER BRANDS OF LIPSTICK READ THIS NOW! HURRY!!!!!!!

LIPSTICK INFORMATION:!!

LIPSTICK INFORMATION - Have you seen this?

Even if YOU don't wear lipstick, you probably know someone who does, so let them know about this. It's important.

LIPSTICK INFORMATION:

Something to consider next time you go
Shopping for Lipstick......

This comes
From someone

Who works in
The breast cancer unit at

Mt.. Sinai Hospital in Toronto

From: Dr.
Nahid Neman

If there is a
Female you care anything about,

Share this
With her. I did!!!!!

I am also
Sharing this with the males on my e-mail list,

Because they need to tell the females THEY care about as well!

Recently a
Lipstick brand called 'Red Earth'

Decreased
Their prices from $67 to $9.90.

It contained
Lead.

Lead is a
Chemical which causes cancer.

The lipstick
Brands that contain lead are:

CHRISTIAN DIOR

LANCOME

CLINIQUE

Y.SL.

ESTEE LAUDER

SHISEIDO RED

EARTH (Lip Gloss)

CHANEL (Lip Conditioner)

MARKET

AMERICA-MOTNES LIPSTICK

The higher
The lead content,

The greater
The chance of causing cancer.

After doing a
Test on lipsticks, it was found that the Y..S.L Lipstick

Contained the
Most amount of lead.

Watch out for
Those lipsticks which are supposed

To stay on
Longer.

If your
Lipstick stays longer, it is

Because of the higher content of lead.

Here is the
Simple test you can do yourself:

1 Put some
Lipstick on your hand.

2 Use a Gold
Ring to scratch on the lipstick.

3 If the
Lipstick color changes to black,

Then you know
The lipstick contains lead.

Please send
This information to all your girlfriends, wives,

Mothers,
Grandmothers, daughters, sisters,

Aunts,
Nieces, or other female family members.

This
Information is being circulated at

Walter Reed
Army Medical Centre.

Dioxin
Carcinogens causes cancer,

Especially
Breast cancer.

If Anybody Needs Advise ... Or Someone Too Talk To... Im Here..

Hie, I Just Thought I Make A Journal!
If anyone needs some advise... or just a friend or someone to talk to i am always here... no matter what age u are, or any situation ... i am always here... If there is something u need advise on or want to talk about something ... im always here.. even if were strangers .. that dont matter... too me.. because im friendly to get along with and i dont care whether were friends or not as long as u get the advise u are searching for and looking for the right person to talk to ... that will NOT or EVER give out any personal information on ...

I just thought id let everyone know im here... :)
Private message me... or add me as a friend or leave me a note/comment asking me to talk ...
i can either give u advise privately or publicly... it honestly doesnt matter i will even put u Anonymous if u want ! :) u dont even have to tell me ur name or anything ! ill just give u the advise...

I dont know what it is but i just have a passion for helping people... it just makes me feel so good inside when i help people its like wow... i actually helped.... i did it! its hard to explain but ... it just feels amazing just to help someone...!!! but im always here for advise!! k ?!?!!! :)

GOD BLESS !!! TTYL - Twilightfan14
p.s. more journals to come!

Cyberbullying Is Against The... LAW!

CyberBullying Is Getting A Little Bit Too.. Out.. Of.. CONTROL!
Not Just For Gadrea / Americans .. But For Goma / Gypsy's .. Did You Know...:
That It Is Against The Law...? And You Don't Even KNOW! Because You Guys Think Like... Oh Okay .. No Big Deal... They Wont Even Know Who I am ...Or Even If They Do Big Deal They Cant Do Anything About It... HA! THINK AGAIN! Look At These Things That Are Against The Law.. All The Things People Do.. Well .. SOME! Of You People ...

â�¢ Building Fake Profiles, Web Sites Or Posing As Your Child's E-mail Or IM
â�¢ Planting Statements To Provoke Third-Party Stalking And Harassment
â�¢ Breaking Into Their Accounts Online
â�¢ Stealing Or Otherwise Accessing Their Passwords
â�¢ Posting Images Of The Child/Teen Online ( Taken From Any Source, Including Video And Photo Phones
â�¢ Sharing Personal Information About The Child/Teen Online
â�¢ Sharing Intimate Information About The Child/Teen ( Sexual, Special Problems Etc. )
â�¢ Encouraging That Others Share Their Top Ten "Hit Lists," Or Ugly Lists, Or Slut Lists Online And Including Your Child/Teen On That List
â�¢ Posting And Encouraging Others To Post Nasty Comments On Your Child/Teens Blog
â�¢ Posting Bad Reviews Or Feedback On Your Child/Teen Without Cause
â�¢ Posting Rude Or Provocative Comments While Posing As Your Child/Teen ( Such As Insulting Racial Minorities At A Web Site Devoted To That Racial Minority
â�¢ Breaking The Rules Of A Web Site Or Service While Posing As Your Child/Teen
â�¢ Setting Up A Vote For Site ( Like "Hot Or Not?" ) Designed Too Embarrass Or Humiliate Your Child/Teen
â�¢ Sending "Jokes" About Your Child/Teen Too Others Or Mailing List

And Much Much More... There Is More Reasons Why NOT! To Do This ... On http://www.stopcyberbullying.org

All Those Things A Lot .. And I Mean A LOT! Of People Do..
Is All Against The Law... You People Think This Is A Little Game? Even Just Making Fun Of People On Your OWN! Web Site Is Against The Law ... Check This Out... Even THIS! Is Against The Law...

â�¢ The Communication Uses Lewd Language
â�¢ The Communication Insults Your Child/Teen Directly ( "You Are Stupid!" )
â�¢ The Communication Threatens Your Child/Teen Vaguely ( "Im Going To Get You!" )
â�¢ The Communication Threatens Your Child/Teen With Bodily Harm ( "Im Going To Beat You Up" )
â�¢ There Is A General Serious Threat. ( "There Is A Bomb In The School!" Or "Dont Take The School Bus Today!" )
â�¢ The Communication Threatens You Child/Teen With Serious Bodily Harm Or Death ( "I Am Going To Break Your Legs!" Or "I am Going Too Kill You!" )

Ya See People!!! This Is Serious Business! This Isn't Funny People!
And Here Is The Thing That Gets Even Worst ... Where It Can Lead Into A More Serious Matter...

The Frequency Of The Threats:

â�¢ It Is A One-Time Communication
â�¢ The Communication Is Repeated In The Same Or Different Ways
â�¢ The Communications Are Increasing
â�¢ Third-Parties Are Joining In And Communications Are Now Being Received From ( What Appears To Be ) Additional People

You See! People... !
So Before You Go Off And Start Making Web Sites And Talking Bad About People Etc..
It Is Against The Law And The Police Could Get You For It Here Is An Email Were All Kids And Teens Can Report A Person Or People Who Do Any Of Those Things... CyberLawEnforcement.org. Or WiredSafety.org
This Is Serious PEOPLE! NO MORE JOKING OR FOOLING AROUND!! ... There Was Even This 13 Year Old Girl Who Committed Suicide Over CyberBullying .. On This Web Site .. Called "MYSPACE" Here Is The Web Site It Will Explain Everything http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21844203/#storyContinued

Please Spread The Word Too Finally And Actually STOP! CYBER BULLYING! PLEASE!
Yes.. Were All Goma / Gypsy's Here But Breh.. This Shit Is Gotta Stop You Guys.. Peoples Feelings Dont Only Get Hurt But We Get Mad.. Okay ? So Stop Now Before It Gets Out Of Hand.. And People.. Dont Be Afraid To Report The Bully(s) Etc.. Its Your Privacy... Protect It! Okay Everyone...? Spread The Word !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And This Is Not Only Just For Children .. Its For Pre-teens, Teens.. Too...

Telling The Diffrence Between Flaming, Cyber-Bullying And Harassment And Cyberstalking ( A Guide For LAW Enforcement )

It's Not Always Easy To Tell These Apart, Except For Serious Cases Of Cyberstalking, When You "Know It When You See It." And The Only Diffrence Between "Cyberbullying" And Cyber-Harassment Is The Age Of Both Victim And Perpetrator. They Both Have Too Be Under-Age.

K Guys... I Hope This Really Helped Alot Of People... I Gotta Go More Journals Too Come.. Peace!

- Twilightfan14

Twilight Is Spectacular! Outstanding! And Amazing! ( My Review )

Twilight Is Brilliant!! Best Movie Based On A Book I Ever Seen In My Entire LIFE! But.. I Am Going Too Be Honest I Have Not Read The Whole Twilight Book... I Am The Three Hundredth Page... And I Sometimes Had Too Read 1 Page Over And Over Again Too Understand It Just Perfectly! But Some Parts... I Did Get Confused On In The Book So The Movie REALLY! Helped Me Understand A Whole Lot More Into The Book ... Bella On Screen Plays The Exact Character In The Book ...! Was Perfect Too The T! Edward Is The Same Thing Just Like In The Book But These Actors On Screen Bella ( Kristen Stewart ) And Edward On Screen ( Robert Pattinson ) Played Such Great Actors/Characters Just Like In The Book... They Brought The Characters From The Book TO LIFE! ...! Too The Big Screen! I Would Have Too Say Stephenie Meyer YOU ARE A GENIUS! The Actors Were Great! Not Just Kristen Stewart - Bella Swan, And Robert Pattinson - Edward Cullen. But Even ... Ashley Greene - (Alice Cullen) This Character Really Surprised Me And Shocked Me! I LOVED ALICE CULLEN! She Was So Sweet And So Pretty In The Movie She Was Awesome!
Nikki Reed - (Rosalie Hale) Was Surprising Also... But She Played A Great Actress Too ! Because She Was Trying Too Be A Little Mean And She Was Perfect For The Part! Jackson Rathbone - (Jasper Hale) Was A Little Creepy In The Movie! But He Was A Good Actor Too But He Didn't Do Much ... Kellan Lutz - (Emmet Cullen) Was A Good Actor He Had A Good Role ! :) Peter Facinelli - (Dr. Carlisle Cullen) ... WAS WOW! I LOVED HIS PART! IF IT WASNT FOR HIM THERE WOULDNT BE THE REST OF THE VAMPIRES! :) The Rest Of The Actors Who Played The Characters Like Jessica, Mike, Eric, Angela,
They Fit The Part PERFECT! It Was Like The Characters From The Book Were Made For These Actors! The Movie Was Outstanding I Loved It Everyone Was Quite They Laughed On A Few Funny Parts The Rest They Cheered! And Clapped! They Said The Major Quotes Just Like They Did In The Book ... Such As "And so the lion fell in love with the lamb..." - Edward. "What a stupid lamb," - Bella. "What a sick, masochistic lion." - Edward. And Much More Quotes That I LOVED! I Was So Into The Movie That The Movie Went So Fast For Me... It Was A 2 Hour Movie And It Went By So Fast But The Most Important Parts Were In The Movie Just The Book Has More Detail ( Of Course. ) This Movie Was Great ! Its Worth Ur Money I Enjoyed It So Will You! But Honestly... I Would Have Too Say You Really Need To Read The Book Too Understand It Fully... Its A Great Movie Without The Book But An EXCELLENT MOVIE WITH THE BOOK! Get It? It Is Better Though If You Do Read The Book You Would And You Will Understand It More! :) All In All... BEST MOVIE BASED ON A BOOK EVER! GOD BLESS YOU Stephenie Meyer!!! YOU ARE A GENIUS!!!!! CHEERS! FOR STEPHENIE MEYER!!!! I Just Hope They Make More Movies Like "New Moon" "Eclipse" And "Breaking Dawn" Just Like The Books!! :)

Twilight!/ Book!/ Movie... Comes Out... 2 MORE DAYS!

OMG! I'm on chapter 10 on my book,
Yeah i know not alot but STILL!
I'm on page 196 almost too 200.
And there is ... 498 pages! wow.. and -
I'm trying to finish the book before ...
November 21st... do you think i could do it?
Hmm .. Maybe.. If i just
focus on the book
none stop! lol.
I'm So EXCITED! I'm on the page were Isabella -
Finds out Edward is a Vampire!
You know the quote, on the back of the book where it says...

"About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him -
and I didn't know how dominant the part might be -
that thirsted for my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."

!!!!! Eeeeeeeep !!!!!
Yeah, that part on the back of the book... well that part is on page...
195 I cant wait till i finish it all ... ! its so interesting and so breath taking.
i still got to read about 302 pages left... in only 2 DAYS...!
Yeah... but i think i could honestly do it ! :) ... *gulp* yeah i can do it! lol.
The Book is way more interesting and exciting with DETAIL then the Movie.
( of course. )
I cant wait to see what happens next!! ill write another journal when im done with it ..
In 2 DAYS! = D
I know i could read 302 pages in 2 days! i know i can :)
I just gotta keep focused ill let u guys know what happens next with, Edward and Isabella !
Bye!

- Twilightfan14